Yesterday I left my husband and son at the airport to leave on our next stage of life. It was a bit harder than I thought and we were all a bit emotional. I swear I even saw my eighteen year old son tear up a bit. That is my story and I am totally sticking to it :) It was hard to leave my house that I worked so hard on making a home. A home I never had when I was growing up. It was hard to leave my dogs, my bed, my kitchen and my way of life that I have lived for the last 10 years. Then I remember this is Dave and mine next adventure and we are ready. It will be Bobby's adventure too but I needed to cut the cord and let him make the right decisions. Again not knowing if I gave him all the right tools to make good choices since my mother, well lets say she did the best she could with the demons she had to fight. I pray every day that I am the best wife and the best mother I can be on that day and hopefully that will be enough.
Tomorrow I am off to Raleigh and I am so excited. I really will miss Dave and Bobby but it will be good to find Cathy again. The woman who is not Bobby's mom and Dave's wife although these titles will never go away it will be nice to find Cathy.
I remember that one of my favorite scenes from My Best Friends Wedding is when Julie Roberts cooks different egg dishes to find out what her favorite egg dish is and not that of someone else. I can't wait to find my favorite egg dish.
Raleigh watch out here comes Cathy!!!
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